i <3 this photo so much from the sartoralist that i made it my wall paper. it makes me happy to look at as i am at work trying to teach my students. its a wonderful pick me up every time i come to my computer.

sooo... my husband doesnt qualify for financial aid.
huge ass bummer and just adds to my list of worries.
ohh joy.
no trips this summer and he will be working all summer long.

most likely a trip or two to austin but i dunno...
money suckssssss!
so frustrated.

or should we just get a loan it'll only be for 3 semesters and a summer...

damn money problems.
i wish i had had the income tax return put into my account.
it would have lasted longer.

nobody gives a damn.

living rooms

i want wall art like in the blue pic.
i think one of the hubby's friends would be able to make them. he is quite artistic and a great welder... hmmm.
and i wish i could stack my books and use them as a coffee table, it looks so adorable! but my puppy is evil and likes to eat books. so that could prolly never happen.

ohh wells.
hope i can reinvent my living and kitchen area this summer.
they are painted horrible colors and i NEED to change them.

just 7 more weeks and i have my summerrr breakkkk!
::joy::

i feel like i am losing myself.
too many obligations and i dont feel like i am taking care of myself the way that i should be. too many things everywhere and i feel lost.
lost lost lost...

I want to feel pretty again.
I want to feel like she looks.

Valentino

I want this clutch.
It is tooo beautifullll!
::sigh::