Tuesday, November 16, 2010

down

i want:
  • the new color nook
  • a spinning bicycle to workout at home
  • a new vehicle that is not broken
  • nike free running shoes
  • new boots
  • my eyebrows reshaped
  • a possitive attitude
  • someone to talk to, open up to
  • not feel so stressed and depressed all the time
  • to feel pretty again
  • to be back in school

im tired of the real world, i'd give anything to have no responsibilities again and just be happy for a while. i know there is no real reason for me to feel this way but i just cant get rid of the dread that sits in my heart all day long.

i fail.

i need to change my perspective.