HESTEC 2010

i think i had more fun than some of my students on our excursion today... lol

it was a nice change of pace to get back on the university campus. plus it was a beautiful day...

gradessss

soooo all of my stuff is graded and i am now inputting it into the online gradebook! thank goodness!!! more than half way done. teacher the hut has entrapped the other two teacher to help her grade. and once she has all the grades in an easily read excel spreadsheet i will be able to input them into the online gradebook later as well! woo!

thank god for my itouch, i can have my music and block out teacher the huts annoying complaints! how can someone be satisfied in doing a half assed job? seriously? i do not understand that. i couldnt like myself if i purposely tried to fail like she is doing. whateva... im am good and an doing a great job so i am happy with myself.

back to work.

teacher the hut wtf!

i was on a grading roll! im down to 3 more assignments to grade; packets of like 3 worksheets makes up two of the assignments but its ok. and thennnnn teacher the hut has towalk in and complain about how much work she has because she has fallen behind and has failed to be organized and expects us to take care of ALL of it. i am very willing to help as long as you do your part. its only fair and right. but damnit. i do not have time to help you grade the work from the past 3 weeks that we have been telling you to get organized for the past three weeks! seriously how lazy are you?!?!?!?

i am now unmotivated.
i know i need to continue but the tightness in my shoulder wont go away, even after my coka cola. i think its time to go home now...

::tear::

fucking shit i am so stressed out i hate having to help people that dont want to help themselves. it is not fair that as i try to help them they keep acting helpless and stupid and fat!!!

fuck this shit i wanna cry and the school day has not even begun.

why do i volunteer for this shit!
i know it needs to get done but it would be nice if the idiot would act like she understands me when she should! shes in master program for crying out loud!

BCBS

FUCK HR AND THEIR INCOMPETENT EMPLOYEES!!!!!!
THIS IS JUST RIDICULOUS AND I AM BEYOND FRUSTRATED AND UPSETTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FUCK THIS SHITTTTTT!

fuck!

i am feeling so damn flusterd, overwhelmed, exhausted, freakout! i cant even explain it!!!! i have so much to fucking to do. input lesson plans for the week, grade all the work i left for this past week with the sub. input these grades into the online gradebook, work out some information concerning integrated curriculum that is supper stupid!!!!

first i will work on lesson plans
then i will try to look at the integrated curriculum thing....
then i will try to do some grading
then it will be time to input grades...
all while i wait for fucking BCBS to fax something to my lame ass HR rep.

that is partly the cause of the freak out...
i need proof of insurance for my husband
and its been a fucking task and a half to get everything fixed after HR fucked up...

doesnt feel like so much listed out like that, except the waiting part...

one whole week

next week i will be in austin with TEA discussing ways our school can and cannot use the 350,000$ that we were awarded through a grant... its gonna be crazy and hectic i am sure trying to figure out the rules. but its gonna be beautiful. we are basically staying at a resort in marble falls. yay to the state pampering themselves and us! i am nervous i am going to miss chris lots while i am gone and he stays for school... plus ill miss the fahtt cat and puppy frida.

i've sorted out what will be needed to be taught or gone over by the sub next week. i am nervous to lose a full week of instruction with my students. hope they do ok.

everything is figured out in my head now all i gotta do is put it into the computer and my online lesson plan book thing... and make lots of copies for next week. hope i can input the lessons during class as i have them work on a worksheet. i know i can for bio but i wont be able to for phy/chem... argh

restless and nervous and anxious... ayeayeaye

green

i want to be there. so beautiful.
or have a garden like that.
but i dont have a green thumb.
soon enough...

Greedy Hen

this kinda epitomizes how i feel today... also it is just pretty.

::sigh::