down

i want:

• the new color nook
• a spinning bicycle to workout at home
• a new vehicle that is not broken
• nike free running shoes
• new boots
• my eyebrows reshaped
• a possitive attitude
• someone to talk to, open up to
• not feel so stressed and depressed all the time
• to feel pretty again
• to be back in school

im tired of the real world, i'd give anything to have no responsibilities again and just be happy for a while. i know there is no real reason for me to feel this way but i just cant get rid of the dread that sits in my heart all day long.

i fail.

i need to change my perspective.