i wanted to have a good day today.
but its already been ruined.
i need to make a review sheet of sorts for my lazy students but i am anything but motivated.
church is supposed to be my relax/recharge for the week time. and chris ruined it for me. i dont know why he has to be so selfish right now. i know i dont do a good job at being a wonderful wife but i do a lot of shit that he should be doing. i am supporting him and i get no support in return. and i am tired of it. i just dont understand anymore. how me being selfish in one aspect allows him to be selfish in everything he does. and i let him to get away with it. and that makes me hate my self even more.
self loathing ftw, as usual
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