i hate myself so much lately... it is ridiculous. i do not understand what is wrong with me. every little thing is bothering me and makes me want to go over the edge. i just want to be happy again. but i cant. i think the pms is making this week worse compared to the rest of this summer. but thank god i am having a regular period. it needs to be september so that i can be seen by my gyno and get everything checked. make sure everything is in working order.
i just wanna fall asleep and not wake up.
i havent felt like this in years.
im not an angsty teenager anymore.
why am i feeling like this again.
fuck it all to hell.
i need real people in my life and i dont know where to find them other than houston 5 hours away. i wish i had more friends around me. butttt mehhh... i need to get out more. but im an old lady and dont like to go out too late...
fail!
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